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i think gay people are smarter than their straight counterparts and im not being biased coz im neither

YES! I WAS BORED!

Chicken Soup for the Beer Drinker!!
One for the beer drinkers!


Sometimes when I reflect back on all the beer I drink I feel ashamed. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the brewery and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this beer, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this beer and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver."
- Jack Handy

i love beer even though its not as classy as wine. one more reason to drink up then!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

Your Brain's Pattern

Your brain is always looking for the connections in life. You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first. You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker. You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white.

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

hrms thats kinda true

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

You Are Japanese Food

Strange yet delicious. Contrary to popular belief, you're not always eaten raw.

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements.

What Your Underwear Says About You

When you're bad, you're very bad. And when you're good, you're still trouble! You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way.

oh really?!!!

urgh! no more pasta for me for at least a month!

was soo tired aft my double spas today that i went home to sleep rite aft having lunch at burger king. on the way home. noticed two pri sch boys on the bus [no its not coz im a pedophile] what caught my eye was how simple their world seemed to me now. i think life is like a cycle. when you're young everything is simple then everything gets complicated as u mature. and then as grow old, everything gets simple again.

i was just packing my bag this morning when i came across a note from the past. it was tucked away in a corner of my bag. as i read it, a wave of emotions overcame me. i realised what i had done. i never once tried to picture myself in your position. never once thought of your feelings. i only kept in mind my own, all these while hiding behind all the jokes and laughter. it all happened so fast. too fast. i freaked out and just ran away. without even explaining a thing. left you wondering what the hell happened. even after one and a half years have passed, i cant even look you straight in the eye. ive never even once said im sorry. perhaps its time i accecpted my wrongdoings and say sorry.
shall try to write a long due apology letter after the promos.

wah heng arh! i managed to get my ipod to work. all is saved!!

my dearest ipod is spoilt! it cant on! help!!! =(

woke up early to get to school for bio lessons. was shocked to see that quite a number of ppl were in sch already studying! argh! fine fine.. i just want to promote and not take R paper. perhaps maybe take geog S paper? =) haha i wish... played ping pong in the classroom for quite some time the the backs of the calculators. quite fun, im trying to work on my backhand.. hrmphs couldnt concentrate for a bit coz brandon refused to tell me where the extra chocolate came from! went for chemisty tuition at sulin's house later and was clueless! whats new rite? so now im waiting for my mum to finish her korean drama serial so tt we can go out for dinner. it lasts for about 2 freaking hours! seesh *grumbles* probably gg to get the corraine may cd and the weird wires tt are supp to connect my ipod to speakers later at parkway =)

today was a loong day. started out with me in the library totally wasting my time. spent like 2 hrs plus doing one part of carbohydrates. oh wells. received a chocolate from C today. AND SO DID THE WHOLE CLASS. contrary to popular beliefs, i am not going to:
a) ask mr chua how to preserve a chocolate
b) laminate the chocolate
will prob just eat it later or somthing.
i've got a pimple and its hurting like @#%* !!! =Z

decided at 4 am that i wanted to change my blogskin. it was too depressing, " dazed and shattered by your words, bruised and battered how it hurts" that never happened lol.not recently anyway so i went on a 1 hr hunt to find a new one. after looking long and hard, all i saw were love-ey dove-ey ones. nice back ground. but stupid words. soo depressing! finally i found this one. no mention of love here.
( finalllyyy!!!) its cute too

i am once again shown that horoscopes are crap. as today's events unfolded, there wasnt even a hint of romance neither was there any sign tt i have charisma. until the 11th my foot. first i lost my water bottle. the yellow adidas one. then i had to take the chinese test w/o any helping words. i didnt bother to cheat even tho the teacher wasnt there becoz i was in much a bad mood then anyway. bah-hum-barg! C refused a sour power from me summore. hrmph. that sweet was never nice anyway.. hah. i feel stupid, sad, sensitive and spastic. the 4 S's.reminds me of the times in TK. guess i havent changed that much after all. haha..

like poles never attract.

looking on the bright side of things tho!, i can finally spend my nike women's voucher.

Jean's horoscope for the day:( well according to friendster anyway )

Are you prepared for romance?
You'd better be, because one is headed your way.
You've still got it, but then again, did you ever doubt that? Actually, you might have been doing just that -- a recent situation has been leaving you with the feeling that your charisma meter had a busted tube or something. Thankfully, you can dump that attitude right where it belongs and get back to business as usual. The stars are pumping your charm back up where it belongs -- and even higher. This baby goes all the way up to 11!

woooaaahhh!!! so exciting. haha if only horoscopes were true rite?
who needs class when i've got charisma?!

well, i've said what i wanted to. just hopes everything gets much much better from now on?

should i or should'nt i. its no wonder i've been losing sleep all these time..

argh! i've gotta say it out soon. if not im gg crazy living a lie. hope nothing changes between us

draggedd myself outa bed today. its the first day of school for me in about 12 days! argh! terriibbblleee! so hard to get my brain working. however the redeeming part of the day was seeing everyone again!! =) yay! lessons were boring esp gp, where i was complaining tt time passed soo slowly. was un-naturally feeling v bored with almost every sub today. ho wells... i bet/know tml will be a better day. =)
think i've told my geog trip ghost story many many times...
btw i think im v "san ba" ahaha! oh no... what comes around goes around. uh-oh

my new vice. pregnant fishies and fried salmon head. lotsa fats... all the wonderful fats seeping out as u bite into the dish.. YUMMY! now i have somthing to eat whenever i go sakae already! however, carry on eating these frequently and i think i'll have to take cholesterol lowering drugs. well as ive said time and time again to my mom, u only have one life, live it!
i dont wanna die before i:
1) sky dive
2) bungee jump
3) travelled to usa and europe
4) smoke
5) drink and be merry
6) have sex[ yes yes, i just wanna see how it feels and if it lives up to all the hype ]

i just came baq from a buffet at a hotel with my parents. sooo full! as usual i havent started on studying yet. still in holiday mood. i bet everyone out there is like studying their butts off. seesh! i dont feel any urgency, dont wanna take s papers also. TO HELL WITH PROMOS! yeah! i wish.

Suddenly I See
by Kt Tunstall
album: Eye To The Telescope (2005)
Her face is a map of the world, is a map of the world
You can see she’s a beautiful girl, she’s a beautiful girl
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
People who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She’ll hold you captivated in her palm

Suddenly I see this is what I want to be
Suddenly I see why the hell it means so much to me
This is what I want to be
Suddenly I see why the hell it means so much to me

I feel like walking the world like, like walking the world
You can hear she’s a beautiful girl, she’s a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she’s born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you’re trying to remember what you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on her word

Suddenly I see this is what I want to be
Suddenly I see why the hell it means so much to me
This is what I want to be
Suddenly I see why the hell it means so much to me

And she’s taller than most, and she’s looking at me
I can see her eyes looking from the page in the magazine
She makes me feel like I could be a tower, big strong tower yeah

The power to be
The power to give
The power to see, yeah, yeah
She got the power to be
The power to give
The power to see, yeah, yeah

Suddenly I see this is what I want to be
Suddenly I see why the hell it means so much to me
This is what I want to be
Suddenly I see why the hell it means so much to me

i am in love with this song.

my sis finally agreed to take me out. friday night. yay! im going to see the world! wonder if im gg to get freaked out or just be pleasantly surprised... hrm
looking back, i kinda had my fair share of chances to turn out right. wonder why all of them didnt work out. it wasnt as if i didnt try to make em work. is this who i really am? sighs. BAH! suddenly am in such a foul mood.

i was bored. anything but studying!! so did some quizes


Pentagram tattoo
(Note: this symbol is NOT satanic... It is the sign
of Venus. It means beauty SO BE HAPPY!)


What tattoo would you have?
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looks cool altho i think its a lil too big for my arm. lol




Your a innocent kisser when you kiss you
think about all the good things! Sex probually
dosent even cross your mind, you'd much rather
think about love and conpanionship! Your a
really good person and probually a really good
kisser!


What type of kisser are you?(pics)[[for guys and girls]]
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quote 'really good person and kisser'. heh its proven!





People see love in your eyes. You either love
everyone around you ooor...somebody's in
loooove, no? Seriously, though... You seem to
have a lot of love in your heart right now.
You're singing songs and picking flowers...or
at least you feel like doing so. And we can't
forget floating on air, right? Well, don't let
anyone ruin that for you, and if things don't
turn out...don't worry over it. There are worse
things, and you know it.


What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))
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love?? i tot ppl shld see my pupil, iris and scelra coat when they look into my eyes? hrms...

forgot to blog about yesterday, coz i fell asleep at 9 and woke up at 10 today. starting to think that i was a sloth in my past life. hah. went fish n co with amanda yest. we were so hungry tt we ate really fast and became un-hungry really fast too. lol. lesson learnt. eat SLOWly even if you're dying of hunger. we go-sip-ped lots too, but nothing super scandalous =)

omg. i just logged into my friendster account. got a shock lar. two guys whom i do not even noe wanted to get to noe me better. the msgs were sooo corny, i wanted to cry. it may have been a lil less amusing if they were at least gd looking lar. but unfortunately not. my display pic very nice meh. anyway those ppl are NOT the kind tt im looking for any way. heh if u noe wad i mean. lol!
why do i attract the weirdest of people?
haha

im back from malaysia! here's a re-count of what happened.

day 1
spent RM3 on lunch only! actually it was supp to be 2 but then the milo that i bought was not worthy of being a milo. it tasted like shit. serious. there were sooo many flies and one gigantic one flew into my face just as i was about to eat my burger! had a 4 hour bus ride to kuantan where i rotated between playing games and sleeping when i got nauseous. ( tt looks wrongly spelled ) checked into the hotel.. apparently, we were known as VICTORY junior college. how cool is that.

day 2
was a busy busy day!went to a granatic landform, two beaches, a cave! got really sunburned, coz yours truely forgot to put the sunscreen into her back pack. oh great! picked up nice nice seashells. =)

day 3
went back to kota tinggi.. another 4 more nauseous( i noe i noe i cant spell! ) hours on the bus. saw the water fall. nothing really that great. btw never go into the water, saw locals just spitting into it.. yucks! gigantic flies were present there too! took many pictures...this was the day when i started to feel uh... " suspicious"
we checked into the rainforest resort. tt place really needs more light! so freaking dark. and my room was haunted. seriously. i've never been so scared in my whole life. heard weird noises but the last straw was a male voice that said "ssshh!" tt came from the toilet. in a sec we were outa the room and into the guys room.. eeks... s41 ppl came over during the night and all 14 of us managed to sumhow squeeze onto the 2 beds. played silly games and ate till 2 plus before tucking in for the night. im starting to get weird vibes. maybe i too sensitive then! ahaha

day4
went to the muddy river for river studies. it was absolutely gross. i cant describe the feeling here. yuck! later went to the ricky river. the water was soo cool and clean! everyone got really went and we all hugged ms tham! ahaha. all 3 girls decided to btahe together. and it was a memorable exp. lol. checked out. had lunch and off to sg.
sum of our malaysian friends came back with us on the bus too.
(a.k.a the gigantic flies)

wonders of i can publish a private entry??