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two days of london and here are the highlights of my trip, before i disappear into europe. dear lord, please let me make it out alive without internet access. yes, i even went to a church to pray. to think, my first service in a long long while, was in st paul's. cool huh. went to big ben, ate awesome indian food. had a total of 3 pints of beer and a bottle. watched a *gasp* musical. to which i spent the first half struggling to keep awake, although the 2nd half was much better. was brought around the gay district and i was like super intrigued by this sex toy. hint: it connects to your ipod.

and so tomorrow begins europe. and limited clothes, showers and what not. lovely! by the end of everything, i will have very toned legs. oh yay. and i realised one important fact: just like there are ugly asians, there are ugly ang mohs. alrights, tata! i'll prob not be updating until the 4th. wish me a safe trip. i'll be in france, switzerland, italy, austria, germany, belgium and netherlands. i pray my legs may be toned. and my sneakers will survive.

i am in london! so surreal. my flights were great. etihad is a really good airline. planes were relatively new-ish. crews were relatively hot and very attentive. food wasnt puke inducing. although, i will never ever try couscous again. and i am super jet lagged. need sleep.

this is my last night in singapore and i am as sad as ever. i plan to sleep with my mum. my bags are not yet packed. and i am not ready to go. now, i think i know what's love.

now i have resorted to emo-ing to my new damien rice cd. he's like the emo-est songwriter ever. i like.

you know what. i think god is out to get me. PERFECT. 4 days before i go and i get all sorts of surprises. not of the good kind of course. fuck! damn pissed with everybody. freaking money changers, hsbc bank staff and apple. argh. why does everything explode at the last minute. i am ready to kill. so buzz off unless i like you. and people that i like generally already know who they are.

ok. let me humor myself once more before i go back to settling stuff and packing. being gan chiong never helped anyone. FUCKKKKKK!!!! ok back to work now.

ok so i am now officially an apple freak. talk about going over the dark side indeed. well, at least we're pretty. good looking on the outside. just the way i like it. yes, i am shallow. blew a ton of moolah on nonsense. 70 bucks on a macbook and ipod touch case. which is matching and oh so pretty.

and forgive me if i am a tad uptight/moody/irritable/snappy/being a bitch lately. its all because i'm leaving. havent packed. havent gotten all my clothes in order. havent gotten any of my toiletries. havent changed currencies. urgh! its driving me nuts, and i'm as on the edge as ever. RAHHH!!! I DONT WANT TO LEAVE! friends, download skype and skype me. i think i've got the pre-departure blues.

so little time, so many things to get done. :( i think i am going crazy.

last night was FUN. ice cube passing, sharing e-33 mixed with i dont know what with random strangers and just plain'old getting high. :) i must say, i behaved myself. i wasn't too inappropriate. danced like there was no tomorrow. surrounded by mostly men. got stunned(not in a good way) by this 6 foot tall ang moh woman. who was dressing dominatrix like. i was getting drinks at the bar. and she was right behind me. seesh, talk about personal space man. i think i may have been at boob level. eeps. at least i offered the slightest of smiles after recovering from the shock. then i scurried into the safe bosom of eric.