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ah! i've finally gotten down to cleaning my room. throw out a whole lot of rubbish and found many things that i've forgot ever existed. lol. looked thru some letters tt were written when i was in sec sch. and oh my! what a laugh i had! =P

okay, heard that the new P in tk is gg to name the classes after flowers. why of all things flowers?! wtf!! picture this : what class are u in? oh! im in four daisy. omg... and 4/7 is called four gardenia now. oh great. not only a freakin flower, now its a bread. how cool is that? seesh couldnt they have come up with sumthing better. what was wrong with numbers in the 1st place??!

went to giant to get the stuff for tml's bbq. i touched a smelly bag of potatoes. =X then later went to amanda's house for some korean soap opera. its my 1st time watching these kinda shows. not bad tho.. kinda sad ending. =( oh wells. oh yeah! i made a JEAN sims person. she had cool blonde hair. v hot ok! too bad she looks nothing like me. and she had a mate! his name was jake. however i forgot how he looked like. cant be as gd as JEAN..

feeling troubled. just got to know today that ms lim talked to ms tham about me and about geog. aiya.. if she dont wanna let me go for the geog research thing just say.. now i dont think ms tham has a gd impression of me. i think i now wont be able to take geog S paper and i wont be chosen to go for the reseach thingy. and i havent even like sent ms tham my reply to state tt im interested.. not even confirm tt i can get in lor. seesh. i think i should start praying seriously

ive uploaded the malaysia geog trip pics. its all under the pictures link. hrms sure brings back fond memories. after trg today, ive got a bad feeling tt i wont be able to move much of my arms tml..

im so caught up with pw tt i had a dream about it.. ahh tt's freakky.. and im gg to die for chinese. let me get at least a B? anyway im affiliated to the letter B. B=Bi[uh oh i hope no one tt doesnt already noe this reads this]ok tt's lame. too much pw. btw im in love with my new hair. cant stop touching it! its 33.60 well spent. i think ive got a fetish for nice hair. okay tt joins in the ever changing list of my fetishes.
1) nice teeth[ tt means STRAIGHT, and white ]
2) nice hair [ be it short or uh long? ]
omg im shallow, like a million ppl fall into these 2 categories. i have to come up with more fetishes.
and the apology letter is stangnant. i gave it to belle the help me write. but i think she's lost the paper already. help!!!

oh forgot to add tt i've got a freakin expensive new haircut. cost me 33.60. im gg to starve. broke broke broke! i think ive got an obsession with cutting my hair. the feeling v shuang leh. guess its just one of my weird fetishes. oh wells

i've never eaten so much seafood before. had bdae dinner for my sis and dad at a seafood restuarant at esplanade. crabs and prawns galore. i swear i will nv touch those two things for at least a month! yikes. later had chocolate overload with my sis at the chocolate bar.. today was a sinful day. i will die young

had to attend a talk by the 3 local unis today. what a great eye-opener it has been. i realised tt i might not be gg into research after all! since according to my 16pf test im equally artistic as well as investigative. soo... i think i shall go into a course with both sci and arts. was thinking about: geog, social sciences, psychology or life sciences. im looking forward to my future! =) btw im gg to church tml! *finally* and i applied for geog S.. hope i can get it tho

i cant feel my arms. not tt my legs have much feelings too. i couldnt even wash my hair without pausing a while to rest my arms. sad rite. after squash(vv fun!!), we ran, did many exercises WITHOUT any rest, then gym...( horrid..lifting weights is like giving birth ) then captains ball. well at least i will have strong, big muscles now.. =) not sure if anyone will appreciate them tho..

there was a little girl. she lived in a black and white world, but she didnt know it. she thought she had everything. she wasnt filthy rich but she got everything she wanted. she had friends, she went to church, she thought she was happy.she was sheltered from the world somehow. she was young and everything seemed simple enough. then suddenly as the little girl grew older and realized that she wasnt little anymore. she began to understand how the world worked and how colourless her world was. then someone came into her life. little by little, the person began to paint colour into her life, colour started to fill her surroundings. she finally began to live life. all good things must come to an end, and soon enough the wonderful painter left. at once all the beautiful colour left her and she was left once again in her colourless world. thats the way she stayed. there were people who tried to bring colour into her life, and which each new arrival she would think : this one will do what the others could not. this one would be like the first. this one would be different. that sadly was not true for the girl and in the end she just gave up and just relied one the memories of her once coloured life.


was sick today. havent been feeling too good recently anyway so i guess that everything kinda boiled up. so spent the entire day in bed, with the toilet door open just in case. read depressing books that i borrowed and tt made me even more depressed. i guess theres such a thing as a depress cycle. u get depressed, u read books to find out that you're not the worst off person in the world and then u get more depressed after reading the books. just great..

its a wonder how easily irritated one can become. some days i just wake up and i get the feeling that its gonna be a bad day. the feeling usually comes true. i dont know what the hell im feeling now, but one thing's for sure. it aint good

back from open house and dinner. my whole body's aching from all the stress ive put to thru these past few days. personally i found the whole open house a lil boring since i was cooped up in the hall nost of the time. didnt feel as exciting as last year.. oh wells.. btw ive come to a conclusion. i dont like c anymore. ahaha. now i shall either like guys who like girls or girls who like girls.that way, at least to the person i like im the preferred species. =) sry gays are out then. (altho i think most of em are really nice)
i think i like my tan. hope i can stay this colour or even darker. oh wells, a tan helps hide uglyness and its a proven fact

after sticking many shuttles on the floor.. and playing a few games of badminton. I AM TIRED!

im burnt red like a lobster
im so freaking full
im damn sick of prawns( ate 20PLUS of the creatures )
but at least im happy! =)

just learnt how to cook 2 dishes from my grandma today. one word to sum up today.. TIRING! my god i nv knew cookin could be so freakin tiring, not to mention painful when the bloody hot oil splatters onto your hands or worst.. *gasps* face... im gg to be a perfect housewife. =)

rarr!! im in a horrid mood!have been feeling like this since yesterday. not even yesterday's freakin ex pasta and aft dinner snacks could cheer me up. feeling pissed off with everybody and anybody.. seesh. must be that time of the month... RAAAARR! i feel like buying a punching bag and taking up kick boxing.

just read that sarah from american's next top model 5 is OUT! omg.. oh my heart is breaking haha.. so sad! im not gonna bother to download the show already.. hrmphs.. why why why?! she not nice meh...

yay! one more paper for me.. then its over. but i've gota arrange some things after promos
1) arrange another tk baddy dinner [ hope everyone is agreeable =N]
2) get rid of my eye bags
3) shop for computer gadgets
4) get fit
5) get down to finally writing an apology letter to a certain someone.. that's about a year overdue

anyone know how to write a good apology letter? argh...

oh freak! im super unprepared for bio tml. in a vain attempt to rem everything i shall randomly ramble here. 1 nadh gives 3 atp, 1 fadh gives 2 atp. AG are purines, TC are pyramidines. AT got 2 H bonds, CG got 3 H bonds. dna are linked by phosphodiester bonds... okasaki fragments sounds jap, oh and they are linked by the enzyme called ligase. helicase breaks down the H bonds btw complementary bases. primase attracted the RNA primer! oh yay! at this rate i think i can maintain my (E)xcellant results. oh wells... so much for last min partying.. i think alcohal makes me dumber. last min fact: triglycerides contain 1 glycerol and 3 fatty acids. phospholipids contain 1 glycerol 2 fatty acids and 1 phosphate. =)

urgh! im having such a bad headache. no studying today for me

argh... i think i had too much to drink. went to a spanish tapas bar with my sis and her other. was a really nice place. we ordered a jug of red sangria or sumthing like tt, a minture of brandy red wine rum and orange liquor.. simply lovely! =) but not when you've had one glass too many and had to take a bus back coz you din have enuff cash for a cab! thats NOT fun. =( saw a really cute person working there too. haha. hope i dont get a hangover. too tired to blog anymore. bye